Fading away.......

Your behavior makes it so easy to broaden the distance........no family ties.....no protection can be offered......to connection can be used to help.  The lie you live makes the essences of any memories evaporate. Your relevance to society is the guy in the bar stool next to hoping the next sip they take is the frontal lobotomy each drink provides.  

This is your pinnacle. You have peaked. 

When I try to use my sight to see your future I see fog.......as your life rolls. Allison had her paintings, Bob his law practice.......you have lived up to your heritage.....Jinkx. 

.........now I have to turn my back on you. 

Henry McClure
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Today the sun is ever so shy, she clothed herself
in soft blue cloth, furtively peeps through slim silver
lines at the quiet, misty world - seeing something
good from time to time, then her shiny crown lights
up behind the soft, hiding clouds, she is smiling in
delight at some of the sights, around me the sound
of paper tearing, everyone is throwing things away
the regulation way, making lists of books, dragging
bags around; I have even fixed up two boxes for me,
emptied my bookcase, regarded my papers – then
ran away, packing is a distasteful action, there are
too many things I dislike today, no wonder the sun
is hiding her face, she knew what was coming!
I’ll follow the sun in hiding my face away too,
tomorrow is another day and clearly today
was not made for living – but for
quietly fading away… 

Margaret Alice

Is it to late to change..........never is!